Chapter 219 – Impossible
Bing Xin-Yue nodded with a thinking expression and said, “So, in your opinion, he is still trustworthy?”
“Yes.” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu nodded.
“This Feng Zhi-Ling is irritating, but he shouldn’t be a bad guy. At least he is definitely not against us, right?” Bing Xin-Yue kept asking.
“That’s right.” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu nodded heavily.
“You have a little bit of special feelings to him, right?” Bing Xin-Yue asked.
“Yes.” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu answered without any hesitation and then realized she had said something wrong, so she shook her head hurriedly, “No! Master, no!”
“Silly girl. You silly girl.” Bing Xin-Yue couldn’t help smiling. She said softly, “Our sect had a special martial arts. For so many years, we treat the relationship between men and women like it is a horrible taboo. We never dare to step a bit closer to it. However, if you truly like a man, it is fine. We are indeed master and disciple, but we are all women at the same time. Of course I understand how a woman will want to have a family and a man who cares about her the most. A girl like you, who is from the royal family, must be more eager for the popular human feelings!”
“But it is impossible. No matter who I am, where I am, it is just impossible.” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu lowered her head and said bitterly, “Master, I can’t deny my special feelings to him. However, I can understand why I have such feelings.”
Bing Xin-Yue was interested and she asked, “Oh?”
“Well, I met him before. It was such a coincidence.” There was a sense of confusion in Wen-Ren Chu-Chu’s eyes. She said, “That day, I bought him back to my residence. He wanted to escape, so he said he could cure my disease… At that time, you were already at the important moment. I was so surprised so I just ignored my dignity and let him try on me…”
“He saw nothing during the whole process. In fact, I didn’t take off all my clothes. But he has touched my body with his hands after all…” She blushed and said embarrassedly, “Before that… no one had ever seen my body… Not to mention touch it…”
She said stutteringly, “I thought that those women who insisted they should marry the men who had ’touched’ them were fools. I couldn’t understand them. However, when such a thing happened to me, I found that I couldn’t forget the feeling of that moment… He is the first guy who has touched my body after all…”
“It was a… It is hard to describe… It was a… maybe… a feeling of resignation…” She said, “Can you understand, master?”
“In fact, I don’t know him that well. We contacted a few times. That is all. There is only one strange feeling in my mind… But it doesn’t mean I like him, I guess…” She said without certainty.
Bing Xin-Yue frowned and said, “Maybe it is a feeling… A feeling of confusion?”
They both had no certainty on this.
They had never experienced such things. How could they understand?
“Besides, the two kingdoms are at war. I am on the Kingdom of Lan-Feng’s side while he is on the Kingdom of Chen’s side. We may be destined to be enemies forever. The war may last forever… The Ling-Bao Hall under his lead has just announced that they would support the Kingdom of Chen in full efforts not long ago… We are already in hostile positions. Regardless of my martial art, we are still impossible to be together.”
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu smiled bitterly and said.
Bing Xin-Yue sighed.
“Maybe one day we will have to fight till one of us falls down because we are in different sides…” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu spoke sadly, “Even if I do like him, how can I express it? What can I do about it?”
Bing Xin-Yue sighed again and said lightly, “But you showed him your true face today. As I can remember, for all these years, you have never shown any young man your true face. Am I right?”
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu blushed and said sadly, “Yes. That is another strange thing I keep thinking about. Why would I do that…”
“I have the answer for this one. A girl will doll herself up for the person whom she loves…” Bing Xin-Yue sighed, “That is reasonable.”
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu blushed and then her face turned pale. She said, “But after he saw my true face, he didn’t act surprised at all. All attracted… Oh. It seems he truly have composure. At least, like he said, he can be with no desires, so that he doesn’t need a woman to satisfy him… Doesn’t it mean that he had never put me in his heart at all…”
Bing Xin-Yue said affirmatively, “He is a very dangerous figure. That is a certain thing.”
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu was shocked and then she sighed with sorrow. She said, “He always knew I was wearing a fake face. He must be in disguise too… I… I don’t even know how he looks like or who he really is… How old is he… Gosh…”
Bing Xin-Yue was shocked, “You mean… You know nothing about him?”
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu nodded with a blushed face.
And then she lowered her head.
Bing Xin-Yue sighed heavily and said, “How can you be so silly, girl. How can you not investigate this…”
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu actually didn’t know what Feng Zhi-Ling looked like, yet she had already given up her full heart… To Bing Xin-Yue, it was just such an impossible and unbelievable thing.
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu was thinking about it and then she started to shed tears.
She finally realized that no matter whether she was or wasn’t in love with Feng Zhi-Ling, it was impossible for them to be together.
While they were both silent in the Land of Han-Yang, something was happening in the Qing-Yun Realm.
It was in a big mountain that was hidden by mists.
There was a palace standing high and straight.
Deep inside the palace, there was a mass of dark cloud floating. There seemed to be a person inside the thick dark cloud. It was difficult to tell the person’s face or body. Nobody knew whether it was a man or a lady behind the cloud.
This palace… was exactly the most horrible sect in the Qing-Yun Realm, the No.1 Evil Palace!
The Misty Cloud Palace!
There was a rumor about the Misty Cloud Palace. In the palace, there were female monsters who would kill with just a wink…
The dark cloud was rolling and floating. Gradually, it moved more and more tempestuously.
It was full of some kind of bursting… unstable aura of termagancy!